
No one knew where Shiv Singh had come from. On a hot May afternoon, he had suddenly appeared at the gate of my maternal grandfather8217;s house in Hyat Nagar village, in Gurdaspur district on the Indo-Pakistan border. He was strongly built and looked rather handsome, but there seemed to be something odd about his eyes and speech. His left eye was a bad imitation in glass which he had bought from a wayside optician. To add to his handicaps, he was terribly hard of hearing as well.
My grandfather employed him to look after his horses. Often he could be heard talking to them in his lisping voice so fondly that it amused us as well as endeared him to us. If one of us cried incessantly, we would be immediately passed on to Shiv Singh and it always worked. His mysteriously friendly, almost motherly, touch, seemed to work wonders.
My fondness for him goes back to my childhood days when he came with my mother to her married home. He was to stay with us for the next 18 years, almost as a family member. He expressed his irritation with my father and mother whenever they quarrelled, or punished my sisters and me whenever we engaged in pranks of which he did not approve. A hard-working man of thirty or so, with a full, heavy, black-bearded face, he was our friend as children, although he had reduced us to complete submission.
Shiv Singh told us that he owned land but it remained a mystery until the end. The last time I met him he had boasted that he was 82 years old. I would never have known it. Until the very end he had dyed his beard and defied the years.
I actually came close to him when he once accompanied me to Shimla and took care of me for several months. Often we sat over dinner reminiscing about our common village and making plans to visit Hyat Nagar some day. That time never came. Last winter, Shiv Singh died in his sleep. Our dream of visiting our village together never came about.