Lucknow Naseem Iqtidar Ali Member, AIMPLB “Muslims have become so timid. In Gujarat during the recent rath yatra they stood in line with their heads bowed and hands folded.” Professor Shamim Ahmad, ex-VC of Aligarh Muslim University had his electricity and phone lines cut on charges that he was a Pakistani. It later transpired the police had been mistaken on his identity. In a residential colony in Lucknow, all boys between 15-25 were imprisoned without proper charges and one of them has become insane after his experiences in jail. In Barabanki, a young timber merchant found his name struck off the municipal electoral rolls. In Lucknow, a student who won a motorcycle race was only given the second prize after the jury discovered he was a Muslim. Ram Advani, who has been running the legendary Ram Advani Booksellers in Lucknow for the last 40 years, was stopped and questioned by the police because he had a beard. In the old Sabzi Mandi in Faizabad, all Muslim shops have been demolished by a district magistrate who has publicly declared that he belongs to the RSS and hates all Muslims. Mohammad Waseem, a property dealer in Faizabad, says if a Muslim prospers in his business, he has to pay hafta to numerous functionaries and if he delays on payments by even a day, his doors and windows are ripped up and taken away. In Faizabad, butchers are still in jail on trumped-up charges that they’ve slaughtered cows. The son of Noor Mohammad, former member of the Faizabad Nagar Palika, was imprisoned after he refused to bribe a policeman. “Hamari Rozi roti mar chuki hai,”says Mohammad Rais Khan, a tailor in Ayodhya, and “on top of that there is constant fear. We are scared to file an FIR. Scared to report a robbery. Just keep your head down and don’t make a noise.” ‘‘The Muslim community is searching in darkness, in the wilderness, lost and confused,’’ says former MP Syed Shahabuddin. ‘‘For the first time, the law is no protection. The secular parties can’t help. Urdu is dying. Muslim monuments are in ruins. Our size and variety is our problem as we cannot unite.’’ The dream is dead Ayodhya Mohammed Rais Khan Tailor “Hamaari rozi roti mar chuki hai. We are scared to file an FIR, scared to report a robbery. Just keep your head down and don’t make a noise.” The accommodation available for Muslims in Turkaman gate bypass or Shahjamaal in Aligarh might make Omar Khayyam question his lyrics about wilderness and paradise. Avalanches of filthy water gush past fetid tenements. Piles of refuse swell in front of every door. Children drink water flavoured with speckles of excrement. There have been two cases where small children have actually drowned in the water flowing past their homes in Shahjamal. In contrast, Hazratganj in Lucknow is bathed in amiable twilight. Greetings are exchanged, tunde kebab is eaten and Ram Advani’s bookshop is a centre of many addas. In the genteel old Lakhnavi homes with their open courtyards, climbing bougainvillea and the sweet scent of khus, you’ll find the sweetest language in India. Urdu is never more compassionate or more intimate than when spoken by the aristocratic, bespectacled Naiyer Masud, whose stories have been published in English, Finnish and German. His huge room where he reclines on a divan is lined with black-and-white portraits. Leather-bound books reach upwards to the high ceiling. On the terrace, the railings have been sculpted to read ‘Live and Let Live’. ‘‘There is an aimlessness, a goallessness. Muslims have remained uneducated because they have traditionally looked down on professionals and looked down on education,’’ Masud says. In the slums behind the old family homes, 12-year-old Mohammad Mir and 16-year-old Noor Mohammad work 15-hour days binding books and get Rs 40 per day. Their work is seasonal, but when they get it, they leave school. Their father is a tailor and their mother looks after their six siblings. When their eldest brother went for a job as a typist, he was rejected after he didn’t satisfy his interviewers with the answers he provided on Kashmir. Noor mutters that many of his brothers have joined the tabligh; in Lucknow government officers whisper about the rising numbers of youth joining SIMI in Bahraich and Gonda. The Muslim faces an ‘integration’ versus ‘assimilation’ dilemma. Naseem Iqtidar Ali, the only woman member of the AIMPLB executive committee, says she was shocked at the way Gujarati Muslims bowed their heads and folded their hands during the recent rath yatra in Ahmedabad. ‘‘Why have Muslims become so servile to Hindus?’’ she asks. “The Muslim riot victim in Gujarat has been far less assertive about their rights than for example, the Sikhs of Delhi,” says historian Salim Kidwai, “this is because anti Sikh riots probably won’t happen again. But violence against Muslims will always recur.” Hafiz Abdul Hafeez, ulema of the Jamaat-i-Islami, says Muslims can never agree to the uniform civil code. He believes women should remain within the Koranic ‘circle’ and not try and adopt the unnatural ambitions of trying to be like a man. ‘‘Integration, yes, assimilation, no,’’ says Shahabuddin. The age-old competitiveness with the Hindu remains among those whose collective memory is of ruling India. In isolation Yet the Muslim today, more than ever, is imprisoned in a water-tight self-enclosed universe. In Barabanki, Abdul Mahboob Rizvi, an advocate, says he only serves a Muslim clientele and no Hindu ever comes to him. In Lucknow, Irfan Siddiqui’s journal is only read by Muslims. Mohammad Nadeem, descendant of the Firanghi Mahal ulema now studying for an MBA and once employed in a call centre, says even if he wanted to marry a Hindu girl, he would not be allowed. Moosvi says students at AMU crave protection so much that they huddle in the safe ghetto of the university and meet the same people all their lives. Shahryar, poet and lyricist of Umrao Jaan and Aligarh resident, says the Muslim is far more intolerant than the Hindu. ‘‘No Muslim, for example, will ever say that Babri Masjid is a non-issue.’’ Syed Jalaluddin Mohammad Matin, ulema of the Firanghi Mahal in Lucknow, is a character out of Shatranj ke Khiladi. He lives in a crumbling old home in the inner rooms of Firanghi Mahal. Dressed in flowing white complete with fez and beard, he’s now teaching himself Bengali because he loves Calcutta. He says pan-Islamism is ‘‘humbug’’ and the only thing that matters to him is that he’s from Lucknow. ‘‘Every Holi and Diwali, after the formal ceremonies, Hindus and Muslims would eat together in Lucknow. Now these young unemployed bearded fanatics think that qawaali is un-islamic. Hindus and Muslims are more similar than they think. We even have a caste system. No sayyid will ever marry a kasai’s daughter, let me tell you that!’’ he retorts. The fact is, that there’s never been a communal riot in Lucknow. ‘‘You won’t find people like Matin miya today,’’ says Nasir Abid, a documentary filmmaker. ‘‘Now young boys are all growing beards.’’ Gunned town Aligarh Nadeem Asrar Former president, AMU Students’ Union Driving from Azamgarh back towards Lucknow via Gorakhpur and Basti, the road wanders into a fairy tale landscape. The monsoon has sprayed the fields with thick green. Rising up ethereally from the shining rice paddies are many new whitewashed madrasahs. One here, another there, a third up the road. Many parts of UP have become madrasah country. There is an anxiety to prove that the madrasah is simply a religious school but at the Deoband Dar-ul-Uloom, parent seminary of the Taliban, Osama bin Laden is a hero. There is anger and frustration that Muslims cannot join the army or get mainstream jobs and boys demand to know exactly what India has done for them. ‘‘The ulema of the madrasahs have always fought for India,”says Maulana Abdul Khaliq Madrasi, deputy VC of the Deoband Dar-ul- Uloom, “because the British wanted to make us Christian in heart and mind. Not a single graduate of any madrasah has done anything against India so far.’’ Madrasi says he’s a Gandhian. He says the Mussalman and the chamar are the two baels (bullocks) carrying the cart of Hindustan. Classrooms spill onto a neem and moolsari tree-lined courtyard. Boys from Bengal and Bihar mull over their books. ‘‘These boys are so poor that they sometimes don’t even want to go home because there’s no food there. Madrasahs are nothing but the Muslim welfare state,’’ says Maulana Khalid Rashid of the Lucknow Idgah. ‘‘Graduates either join AIR or some small embassies. There is no ISI here.’’ But some of the boys are more blunt: ‘‘Hindu ki hukumat khatam karna hi hoga.’’ Something about the word ‘Mussalman’, `Muslim’, `Mohammedan’. A word to be uttered under the breath, a different sort of a word. And no one is more oppressed by this word than the Muslim himself. He is fearful, he clings to the hope and belief that the liberal Hindu is on his side. But others, such as the youth of Bahraich and Azamgarh, have given up on India and turned to fanaticism. The ulema remain fiercely orthodox and the liberal Muslim is being snuffed out. He loves his mazhab as much as he loves Lucknow and Aligarh, but for the first time he finds his existence threatened not just by his neighbours but by the state itself. In spite of this, there are teachers like Shireen Moosvi; timid slum-dwelling workaholics like Mohammad Mir; bon vivants like Matin miyah. And there are those others who take the road to Azamgarh to buy themselves a katta.