
Fazal Haq Qureshi, the Hizbul point man, is unassuming and soft spoken. He is also esteemed as the trustworthiest soul in separatist circles, for he has never budged an inch during his 35-year-long romance with separatism. The 56-year-old ideologue preferred solitary confinement to toeing the official line even when he had only a handful of friends and well-wishers. But now he wants peace. He calls Hizbul-Government unconditional negotiations a golden chance for a peaceful and honourable resolution. What convinced this diehard separatist, known for his unflinching anti-India stance, that this time the Government was sincere? Knowing that the Hizbul peace initiative for unconditional dialogue has more enemies than friends on both sides of the fence, what gives Qureshi the nerve to throw himself into this cauldron? It is nothing but faith, he tells Muzamil Jaleel:
It was never politics for me. I am not a politician. I am a freedom fighter. I firmly believe in struggle 8212; for freedom and the restoration of honour and dignity to my people. I am clear about this and have no doubts. I joined the movement at a time when the goal seemed distant, murky; now the situation is altogether different. For me, it is a dream. I have been dreaming this dream for 35 years and everyday it refreshes me and inspires me to carry on. I will die but never compromise on my ideals. They are sacred to me.
People ask me if I believe that this peace initiative is being pursued sincerely by both sides. They ask me, what are the chances of its success when there is so much violent opposition from other militant groups? But why shouldn8217;t we believe it in the first place? Why should we be negative about an opportunity for a dialogue, that too without preconditions? I know I am sincere and that I am on the right path, so I have nothing to lose. We are sincerely pursuing the dialogue process and if it reaches its logical conclusion and the dispute is resolved permanently, nothing could be better!But even if it fails, we haven8217;t lost because we have not compromised on our principles.
My faith in God sustains me. I believe in God. Whatever I am doing now, I don8217;t want the results or rewards in this life. I know I will get the Atilde;sup2;f40Atilde;sup3;ajar reward in the hereafter. It is God who gives me strength. It is my faith in the Almighty that has given me the courage now to accept this challenge.