
Hrithik Roshan tells Rajeev Masand that people stare, whisper and point at him 8212; but as an actor, it8217;s part of the star packageYes, light-eyed Hrithik will take a bow on the big screen with Kaho Naa8230; Pyaar Hai, which has been directed by his proud papa.
Although the film will be his first as an actor, the young man has assisted his father in the direction department for the last five years, on the making of such films like Khel, King Uncle, Karan Arjun and Koyla.
And is he happy with his own performance in the movie?
quot;If I look back at my work now, I feel I can do everything better, given another chance. But I console myself by saying that at that time and at that place, the performance I gave was the best I could have.quot;
There8217;s a lot of hype around him. Does he resent the pressure?
He accepts that there are huge expectations. quot;I8217;m beginning to feel that.quot; Everyday actions are becoming experiences, he attempts to explain. quot;I8217;ve travelled in buses and autosall my life, but the other day on my way back from Film City when I was travelling in an autorickshaw, lots of people on the road kept turning and pointing at me. I couldn8217;t handle that. For the first time I felt awkward doing what comes most naturally to me.quot;
So how does he handle all the attention being showered on him suddenly?
quot;I8217;m basically a very shy person. I8217;ve been an introvert all my life.quot; And it hasn8217;t been easy for him, having to cope with people turning around all the time, people whispering about him8230; quot;I8217;m yet to get used to it. I8217;m still not comfortable in the environment that this career is creating for me.quot;
But he is comfortable with the fact that he8217;s been signed for a bunch of movies even before his first release8230;
Filmmakers interested in casting him approached papa Rakesh Roshan who asked them to see Kaho Naa8230; Pyaar Hai before signing him up. quot;And none of them vanished after seeing the film.quot; Lined up after his first film are Vidhu Vinod Chopra8217;sMission: Kashmir, Khalid Mohammed8217;s Fiza, Raj Kanwar8217;s untitled film with Kareena Kapoor, Farah Khan8217;s directorial debut with Shah Rukh Khan, and one to be directed by Vikram Bhatt opposite Amisha Patel. quot;What gives me confidence is the fact that some reputed filmmakers have signed me purely on the basis of merit.quot;
Isn8217;t he worried that people might be tired of seeing his pictures in almost every magazine and newspaper these days?
quot;But it8217;s not about me. It8217;s about the film.quot; The publicity, Hrithik explains, is being generated to promote the movie. quot;The idea is to make sure that the film gets enough attention and importance. I am only acting in the film.quot;
Was it difficult to maintain a professional relationship with his father during the making of Kaho Naa8230; Pyaar Hai?
Not really. quot;Having assisted him for the last five years, we had already established somewhere a professional relationship. As his assistant, I never stayed in the same hotel as him. I lived withthe unit, ate their food, travelled second class with them.quot; So this time round, it was not too tough for the young actor.
Has his experience as an assistant director helped him in any way for his acting career?
Absolutely. quot;Having gone through the grind as an AD, right now as an actor I don8217;t feel the need for luxuries like an air-conditioned room.quot; Hrithik is comfortable in most environs. quot;Also, I8217;ve had the opportunity to watch such talented actors as Shah Rukh Khan, Salman Khan, Anil Kapoor, Madhuri Dixit, Rekha and Jackie Shroff from such close quarters that I8217;m sure I8217;ve imbibed a lot from them subconsciously.quot; What8217;s more, Hrithik says these actors were a source of inspiration for him. quot;Just studying them prepare for their roles was such an experience.quot;
Was he ever conscious of performing those love scenes with co-star Amisha Patel in the presence of his dad?
No, never. quot;For me, it8217;s a job. It8217;s too serious for me to get conscious of anyone. It8217;s all about focus 8212; completefocus. I8217;m an actor. It8217;s my job. I plan to earn my bread and butter from this. I had better not let things like this affect me.quot;