Tamil actor Abbas on quitting films, working as a mechanic and driving taxis in New Zealand: ‘I was financially destitute, unable to afford basic necessities’

Describing himself as an extremely private person, which explains his prolonged absence from social media, Abbas stated, “Nevertheless, I made an exception during the Covid period. While residing in New Zealand, I utilised Zoom calls to connect with fans. My intention was to assist those in need, particularly those struggling with thoughts of suicide.”

“I could empathise with those feelings because I, too, have experienced them firsthand. During my teenage years, I went through a tumultuous period where I contemplated taking my own life after failing the 10th grade. The departure of my girlfriend at the time intensified those thoughts. However, something profound occurred that transformed me. While standing by the roadside, contemplating stepping in front of a speeding vehicle, I noticed a passing motorist and had a realisation: if I were to act on my impulses, that person’s life would also be profoundly affected. Even in my darkest moment, I found myself considering the well-being of another individual,” he said during a chat with Galatta Plus.

“During childhood, I never held much interest in academics. I strongly believe that it is unfair to judge or assess someone solely based on their academic achievements, as people may possess alternative talents and strengths. It is crucial for us to recognise and nurture those talents. In general, men often struggle to open up and tend to keep their emotions suppressed, enduring silent suffering. I desired to address these issues by establishing a connection with my fans, encouraging them to share their feelings and experiences,” he added.

Elaborating on his decision to leave the film industry, Abbas said: “Following my initial achievements, some of my movies faced failure, leaving me financially destitute and unable to afford even basic necessities like rent or cigarettes. Initially, my pride prevented me from seeking alternative employment. However, I soon approached producer RB Choudary, requesting work. He offered me the opportunity to be part of the film Pooveli. However, I eventually left films because I got bored. I wasn’t enjoying my work. I distinctly recall advising my friends, who came to watch my Bollywood debut film Ansh: The Deadly Part not to waste their time as I considered it to be bakavas.”

Sharing that he has faced bankruptcy on four separate occasions, Abbas mentioned, “In order to provide for my family, I worked as a bike mechanic and drove taxis in New Zealand.”

Regarding his decision to return to the spotlight, Abbas expressed, “I am generally a private person and rarely grant interviews. While I was living abroad, I did give a few interviews to certain media outlets, but unfortunately, my words were often misrepresented. I frequently receive calls from fans enquiring about my potential comeback or expressing concerns about my well-being. Some have even mentioned hearing rumours of my visit to a mental hospital or my passing. Now that I have returned to India, it’s best to address these matters and clear up any misunderstandings.”

Abbas further revealed that he had never aspired to become an actor initially. However, following the release of Kadhalar Desam, he experienced an astonishing transformation into an overnight heartthrob. Reflecting on this sudden change, he shared, “One evening, I attended the premiere of the film as an ordinary guy, but the very next day, I couldn’t even venture outside my house. I couldn’t fathom why people were showering such immense love upon me. I was merely 19 at the time and had taken up the movie as a casual endeavour to earn some extra money.”

Abbas has appeared in several blockbuster films such as Padayappa (1999), Kandukondain Kandukondain (2000), Hey Ram (2000), Aanandham (2001) and Minnale (2001).