Lindsay Lohan admits to lying about cocaine use in Oprah interview

Reporter said.

“I was terrified of being judged,” she said,adding that she snorted the drug but never injected herself with it. “I’m an addict,” Lohan said but insisted that her addiction is to alcohol. “That,in the past,was a gateway to other things for me. I tried cocaine with alcohol.”

Lohan,who has been branded the problem child in Hollywood

for her legal troubles and wild lifestyle,claimed she did not

enjoy using cocaine.

“I never felt good the next day.” But she took it because it allowed her to drink more. “It was a party thing. People would have it,and I’d do it.”

The Mean Girls star was terrified when she first found out about her jail trip.

“Having all the chaos around me that I was so comfortable with,I somewhere inside knew I wanted to go to jail. And I

think that that was subconsciously being put out there just by my actions,or lack thereof,” Lohan said.

Asked if she is “addicted to chaos,” Lohan replied: “I think so. Yeah,it was a comfortable choice to me. What was chaotic to other people in the outside looking in was normal. There is something to be said about me learning to be comfortable with things just being OK.”

Lohan said she has become more responsible and would like to get her life back on track.

“(I’m ready) to get the thing that has made me happiest my

whole life back,which is to work really hard,stay focused and prove myself. I have to regain trust in people,in my career,that had doubts,and I fully respect that on their behalf… I am my own worst enemy,and I know that.”