Miscarriage was the worst time of Lilly Allen’s life

“I couldn’t even compute the emotions going through my head,but I was having to put out a press release about my miscarriage. I had this public sympathy for about five days and then everyone was on my case again and I didn’t know what was happening to me,” Allen said.

The 24-year-old singer has started to “move on” but remains sad about losing her baby.

“I just didn’t deal with it at all. I didn’t even start beginning to deal with it until the baby’s due date.

Then it just hit me like a house collapsing. The week before the due date,all I wanted to do was talk about my baby but I also felt I shouldn’t. I was working non-stop and I had all this inside my head,” Allen said.

“I have therapy on and off but at that time it really helped me. Then I started to deal with it and move on. I still get sad. I still think. I don’t mark (what would have been) my baby’s birth but it’s always there. It changed a lot,” she added.