Bhuvan Bam reveals he is yet to accept his parents’ death, says he can’t create content ‘from my heart’: ‘When I sit alone, it’s a spiral’

“I have just gotten reminded of it suddenly because I have otherwise been so distracted with all this, the show, the work and everything. I had stopped thinking about it,” he said and added, “When I sit alone, it’s a spiral so I don’t sit alone.”

When asked how much time it took for him to start making content again after his parents’ death, he said, “I don’t do it from my heart still.” Elaborating on how he feels about it, he said, “It gets number only. It keeps getting more and more numb. It never heals, a layer keeps adding on top of the previous one.”

In 2021, Bhuvan lost his parents to Covid-19 complications and shared on Instagram, “Lost both my lifelines to covid. Aai aur Baba ke bina kuch bhi pehle jaisa nahi rahega. Ek mahine mein sab bikhar chuka hai. Ghar, sapne, sab kuch. Meri aai mere pass nahi hai, baba mere saath nahi hain. Ab shuru se jeena seekhna padega. Mann nahi kar raha (Nothing will be the same after the death of my mother and father. In a month, everything in my life has been shattered. Home, dreams, everything. My mother is not with me, my father is not with me. Will have to learn to live again. Don’t feel like it).”

He added, “Was I a good son? Did I do enough to save them? I’ll have to live with these questions forever. Can’t wait to see them again. I wish the day comes soon.”