They are the children of the Dark Decade. But they preach peace. One is the son of the man who was at the helm of it all, the larger-than-life saint who inspired a Jihadi zeal. There are others who became his weapons. Driven by hurt and hatred, they took up arms. Putting at stake their present, their future, their everything. Then, there are those who’re living in the shadow of a father, who, fired by the collective angst of a community, gunned down the Prime Minister he was supposed to protect before being shot himself. They are the bright present of a dark past. Looking at them, it’s difficult to rustle up the blood-spattered images of the trouble-torn Punjab. It’s painful to resurrect the lost years when peace flew out of the window and guns reigned. When as a Centre-State skirmish in the early ’80s snowballed into a bloody crusade for a separate nation. Intransigent politicians, a back-to-the-wall police force, and fanatical ideologues together pushed Shahid Bhagat Singh’s land into an abyss. The botched-up Operation Bluestar and ’84 riots seemed to further wipe out any chances of normalcy by completing the alienation of the Sikh masses — a goal the bigots had long strived to achieve. The tide of hatred swept away hundreds of youths. A militant was born every other day. And the killings became a mere numbers game. But somewhere along the line, the cause was washed away by blood, the ideology lost its lustre. And peace tip-toed back into Punjab. Cut to the present and you will find it nestling with the children of the Dark Decade. The Sant’s Son HIS father could launch a hundred dharam yudhs. He was a wizard with words. Words which could make people kill or die. Ishar Singh, the elder son of Sant Jarnail Singh Bhindranwale, is a shy guy. Like his mother. ‘‘My younger brother Inderjit is a spitting image of my father,’’ he offers, obviously ill at ease with journalists. Unlike his father, whom he never got to know. ‘‘I was only five when he left home for Damdami Taksal in ’77,’’ he looks out of the window. From then on, he was santji to them and the world. ‘‘Whenever he visited us, it was with his jatha,’’ he says, taking you back to the days when his father, a silver barchchi in hand, strode like a raging colossus over Punjab. Today, he sits framed on the wall, looking down upon his son, who is as removed from the religio-political affairs as he, an ideologue, was from real estate. Ishar is a realtor, has been since ’97. ‘‘I have some friends who invested in my business,’’ he says, lighting up as his two children walk in, wearing big smiles. They are the reason for his change of tack, from farming to property-dealing. His education was cut short by his father, who plucked him from his village school to transplant him in Mahant Jagir Singh’s akhara to learn gurbani, when he was in Class VI. A few months on, Operation Bluestar ended his father’s reign on Golden Temple with death. Those were traumatic times. ‘‘He may have been a sant for the others, but mere te baap si (he was my father),’’ he swallows. From then on, the 12-year-old scripted his own destiny. He went back to school but it wasn’t easy. ‘‘God knows how I completed Plus Two,’’ he wrings his hands, telling you about his first encounter with the police when he was in Class X. ‘‘They picked me up just like that.’’ He had a dream: to be a doctor but circumstances killed it. ‘‘Don’t worry, I’ll fulfil it through my children,’’ he waves away sympathy. Political shenanigans, too, leave him cold. You wonder aloud if it has something to do with his father and he looks shocked. ‘‘No, I don’t stand judgement on my father. He was a man of convictions. I am proud of him.’’ Playing at Grown-Ups FEAR has been their childhood companion. It walked into their lives on October 31, 1984. ‘‘We returned from school to chaos. Our daadi was cowering in a corner with our baby brother Jassi in her lap. There was a sea of khaki in our house.’’ Amrit was in Class III and Sarabjeet in Class II when their life was turned upside down by a hail of bullets fired by their father, Inspector Beant Singh, at Prime Minister Indira Gandhi. Their mother Bimal Kaur Khalsa, a nurse at Lady Hardinge College, did not return for days. And they never saw their father again. ‘‘We were treated as outcasts when we shifted to Kharar; people had no time for us,’’ remembers Sarabjeet. To add to their woes, an incendiary speech in a gurdwara landed their mother behind bars for two full years. ‘‘We didn’t have what you could call a normal life,’’ the pretty Amrit smiles, tickled perhaps by the understatement. ‘‘A BITTER experience.’’ That’s how Virsa Singh Valtoha describes his brush with militancy. But back then, in the late ’70s, it had attracted him like a moth to the flame. ‘‘It was a strong wave which swept us away,’’ he says, taking you back to the days when Punjab first began rumbling with discontent. Valtoha was 16, a scholarship-winner, who found himself drawn to the All India Sikh Students’ Federation (AISSF) and the strident Damdami Taksal. By 1982, he’d been appointed an office-bearer. Whispers that he was the blue-eyed boy of none other than Sant Jarnail Singh Bhindranwale only made him soar higher. Two years later, he was grounded by Operation Bluestar, and bundled off to Jodhpur jail. For eight years. It’s a chapter of his life he likes to skim over. But he does let you know that the struggle couldn’t achieve much even though the issues were relevant. ‘‘We lost more than we gained. Anyone who saw it from within will tell you about the bitterness that seeped in.’’ The days of guerrilla warfare, he declares, are over. Which is why he took to politics soon after his release. Today he is an executive member of the Akali Dal. He was also a member of the Punjab Subordinate Services Selection Board appointed by former Chief Minister Parkash Singh Badal. But politics, he says, is not what he had planned for himself, and there are times when he wishes things could be different. ‘‘I was a brilliant student, I could have pursued any career if only there was someone to guide me.’’ Now, he and his wife, an English lecturer, are making sure their eight-year-old son has a wealth of options. ‘‘You know, he wants to be the Prime Minister,’’ the proud father roars.
