‘They mocked my humble background, not my disability,’ says PwBD UPSC Civil Services candidate Hemant

Hemant was born into a labourer family. His mother works in Mahatma Gandhi National Rural Employment Guarantee Act (MGNREGA), and his father is a priest.

Some excerpts from his interview…

Why did you pursue UPSC?

The injustice faced by my hardworking mother, who was denied her rightful wage of Rs 220 by local contractors, and the ridicule I encountered while seeking justice, ignited a spark within me. A contractor’s scornful remark, “Tu kahin ka collector hai kya?” (Are you a district collector?), struck a chord. Although, at that age, I associated collector with a bus conductor, it became the catalyst for my future aspirations.

Later, during ragging at my college, seniors asked everyone about their professional dreams. I had not decided anything due to a lack of guidance. So, instead, I asked for suggestions and he tauntingly laughed and said: “Can you become an IAS?” I told him I could become one, but he would have to tell me the process. He told me to find out myself. I downloaded Telegram, the messaging app. I started pursuing and messaging UPSC toppers there.

Driven by curiosity, I delved into the world of civil services, realising the power of a district collector in upholding justice and protecting the underprivileged.

You come from a humble background. Did that cause hindrances for you?

I faced numerous challenges and obstacles on my preparation path. I remember confiding in my college friends about my aspirations, only to be met with laughter and taunts. They told me that the UPSC exam was meant for the elite, not for someone like me. Their words stung, but I chose to ignore them.

UPSC Civil Services 2023 result: Hemant with his extended family in his village. (Special arrangement)

After completing Class 12, I followed the advice of my school teacher, Kailash Sharma, who has always motivated me to pursue my dreams. I decided to pursue a BSc in Agriculture. Even after completing my degree, when I secured a job as a government teacher, many people urged me to take the position. However, that was when I gathered the courage to tell everyone that I wanted to prepare for the UPSC CSE.

I headed to Delhi to start my UPSC preparation with only Rs 1,400 in my pocket. I searched for jobs to support myself, but my efforts were in vain. In a moment of desperation, I approached our community head for financial assistance.

When I requested his help, I was met with a sarcastic smile, which I knew was another taunt. However, I took help from others. The rest, as they say, is history. I made it to the final list, and the same community head called to congratulate me on my achievement.

How was your UPSC personality test round? At what question did you think you would crack the exam this time?

The UPSC interview round was an unforgettable experience. Standing outside the UPSC Bhawan with my parents, I had an indescribable sense of achievement. As I entered the room, I was greeted by a cordial panel, putting me at ease.

One question during the personality test was about the use of technology in agriculture. After providing a comprehensive answer, they asked how I knew about the loopholes in its implementation. I replied, “Sir, I didn’t read about it; I witnessed it firsthand while accompanying my parents to the agricultural fields.”

At that moment, I realised my personal experiences had given me a unique perspective, impressing the panel with my genuine understanding of ground realities.

How did your academic background in agriculture help you in UPSC?

My agricultural studies played a crucial role in cracking the UPSC examination. It honed my answer-writing skills, exposed me to various fields of the Indian economy, and deepened my understanding of the challenges faced by farmers and rural communities.

My chance encounter with another aspirant at the Delhi library introduced me to the Daily News Simplified (DNS) classes on YouTube by Rau’s IAS Study Circle. For two years, I religiously followed DNS on my phone, preparing notes for the GS syllabus.

The knowledge gained enabled me to provide substantive answers to questions on agriculture, rural development, and the Indian economy.

How did your parents react to the news of your result?

Despite my father’s health concerns, the moment the news was announced, all his worries vanished instantly. They were on cloud nine, basking in the glory of their son’s achievement.

My success had a huge impact on my village and the way my parents were perceived. They now commanded newfound respect and admiration from the community.

You appeared for the exam as a PwBD status candidate. Did you face any issues while appearing for the exam?

As a PwBD candidate, I faced no accessibility issues during the UPSC exam or interview. The UPSC ensures an inclusive environment with necessary accommodations, allowing me to focus on my performance.

Throughout my journey, I encountered mockery for my humble background, not my disability. I channelled my energy into proving them wrong through dedication and hard work.

To aspiring candidates with disabilities, I say: don’t let prejudice hold you back. Your disability doesn’t define your worth or potential. Focus on your strengths, work hard, and let your achievements speak for themselves.

Considering you have seen and lived the ground reality, how do you plan to use it in your service?

As I grew up in a village, I experienced the challenges and hardships the rural communities face. One of my primary goals is to address the infrastructural deficiencies in rural areas. I plan to actively engage with the relevant authorities and make them realise the profound impact that basic facilities can have on the lives of individuals. By sharing my own story of achieving success despite the lack of amenities, I hope to inspire them to prioritise the development of rural infrastructure.

Also, I am deeply committed to ensuring fair wages and preventing exploitation, particularly of mothers and disadvantaged groups. The incident involving my mother, who was denied her rightful wage, has left an indelible mark on me. I will make it my mission to use my position and authority to combat such injustices.

In addition to these specific areas, I am passionate about overall rural development, including education, healthcare, and skill development. By focusing on these key sectors, we can empower rural populations, bridge the urban-rural divide, and create a more inclusive and equitable society.

What is your advice to aspirants appearing for UPSC Civil Services prelims next month?

First and foremost, never let yourself get demotivated during your preparation. Stay focused on your goal and keep pushing forward, even when faced with obstacles or setbacks.

One key aspect that helped me immensely was utilizing technology to connect with fellow aspirants and seek guidance from toppers. Whenever I came across a topper’s Telegram channel, I reached out to them and asked for their advice. Don’t hesitate to do the same – you’d be surprised at how willing people are to help and share their knowledge. The guidance I received through these interactions proved invaluable in shaping my preparation strategy.

While there is an abundance of study material and resources available for UPSC preparation, it’s equally important to know what not to study. Time is a precious commodity, and you need to use it wisely. Focus on the core syllabus and the most relevant and up-to-date material. Avoid getting bogged down by unnecessary details or outdated information. Streamline your studies to maximize efficiency and effectiveness.

Another crucial piece of advice is to develop a well-rounded personality. The UPSC examination is not just about academic knowledge; it also tests your analytical skills, decision-making abilities, and overall aptitude. Engage in activities that enhance your critical thinking, problem-solving, and communication skills. Participate in debates, discussions, and mock interviews to build your confidence and articulation.

Consistency and self-discipline are the cornerstones of success in the UPSC journey. Establish a study routine that works for you and stick to it. Set realistic goals and track your progress regularly. Take care of your physical and mental well-being by incorporating regular exercise, a balanced diet, and sufficient rest into your schedule. Remember, a healthy mind and body are essential for optimal performance.

Lastly, surround yourself with a supportive network of family, friends, and fellow aspirants who understand and encourage your aspirations. Their support and encouragement will be invaluable during these challenging times. Celebrate your small victories along the way and learn from your mistakes. Embrace the journey as a transformative experience that will shape you into a better individual, regardless of the outcome.

Remember, success in the UPSC examination is not just about cracking the exam; it’s about the person you become in the process. Stay determined, stay focused, and keep striving towards your goal. Believe in yourself and your abilities, and you will surely achieve great things.