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Zeenat Aman recalls when scandalous headlines in tabloids caused her anxiety, calls it ‘public humiliation’

Zeenat Aman recalled how reading about herself in film magazines came with the burden of grief, outrage and anxiety.

zeenat amanZeenat Aman shared magazine covers featuring her. (Photo: Zeenat/Instagram)
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Veteran actor Zeenat Aman, who made her Instagram debut a few months ago, often shares interesting anecdotes and throwback pictures with her followers. In her latest post, Zeenat shared pictures of magazine covers, featuring her alongside ‘scandalous headlines’. Zeenat explained that no one used to verify rumours back in those days and reading such things about herself caused her anxiety.

Sharing the pictures, Zeenat wrote, “If the headlines were to be believed, in 1979 I had cursed myself, in 1982 I was being picked on, in 1984 I was out of sync, in 1985 I was marching towards self-destruction, and in 1998 I was shattered!”

She added, “There was a time that I subscribed to glossies and tabloids, but that passed very quickly. I could not relate at all to the person they presented me as. The headlines would be adulatory one day and vicious the very next. There was little by way of fact checking, and no remorse for errors made. When they got the story right – it was usually a colossal breach of privacy. When they got it wrong – those blatant lies would be taken as the gospel. These “scandals” took their toll. It was its own form of public humiliation, and I remember the anxiety, outrage and grief that came with these.”

Zeenat then revealed that at one point, she realised it was impossible to change the image they wanted to create of her. When she confronted an editor about a hurtful story, the editor made excuses but didn’t apologise. Zeenat decided not to take it personally and understood that their main goal was to sell magazines, even if it was undignified.

She concluded, “All this is just to say – people will always find reason to talk, and so it’s probably best not to allow their opinion or perception to define your life. You can do that for yourself.”

Zeenat has acted in films like Hare Rama Hare Krishna,  Heera Panna, Yaadon Ki Baaraat, Dharam Veer, Shalimar and Don.

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