I stood up for a fellow citizen. I would do it all over again
As much as I have been harassed, I have also been blessed enough to witness more and more people speaking up for what is right. People tell me that by raising my voice, I have managed to dent the climate of fear
If the pleasure principle demands assurance, the reality principle has to confront the radical uncertainty. When I look at our country today, I feel we have not truly achieved freedom. To me, freedom means a person can breathe freely. That they can live their life with their family, friends, and relatives without fear. That they can practise their religion and interact with their neighbours and society at large with dignity. In recent years, for our fellow Muslim citizens, that freedom has become increasingly harder to come by. This brings shame to our country and Constitution. Every community has sacrificed for India’s independence. This country is made by all of us, it is of all of us, it belongs to us all. This is why I always stand up for my fellow countrymen. In January, I was celebrating Republic Day at a friend’s shop when I noticed that seven to eight men from the Bajrang Dal had barged into the shop of an elderly man, Vakeel Ahmed, and started misbehaving with him over the name of his shop, claiming the word “Baba” belonged to Hindus alone. I tried to calm them down, but when that didn’t work and they started asking me for my name, I said, “My name is Mohammad Deepak.” It was to say to them: We are all Indians.
In the days that followed, Bajrang Dal members put up an Instagram post calling for all “Hindu” men to unite and teach me “a lesson”. Another group of men claiming allegiance to the outfit reached Kotdwar from Dehradun. They hurled threats and abuses against my family in front of my gym. I am willing to die for my country, but when it comes to your family’s safety, you are forced to think of the consequences. I have a five-year-old daughter, a wife, a mother. After the incident, my daughter couldn’t go to school for some time. I was forced to stay inside my house for two-and-a-half months. My gym is my only source of income. I have a house loan and my daughter’s school fees. Before the incident, my gym had 150-200 members; that has dropped to 40-42.