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Suicide by LSR student in Telangana; family says hit by lockdown, unable to fund studies

The family of the 19-year-old, who had scored 98.5 per cent in Class 12, said she left behind a note written in Telugu.

lsr protests, aishwarya reddy, aishwarya reddy suicide case, aishwarya reddy lsr, aishwarya reddy education, du colleges, lsr student suicideAishwarya committed suicide on November 2 at her Telangana home.(File photo)

A second-year student of Lady Shri Ram College for Women died by suicide last week at her hometown in Telangana, citing financial troubles in a purported suicide note. Her father, who is a motorcycle mechanic in Ranga Reddy district, said she was an IAS aspirant but the family was unable even to buy her a second-hand laptop to pursue online classes during the pandemic.

According to local police, Aishwarya Reddy, a B.Sc. Mathematics (Honours) student, hanged herself at her home in Shadnagar on November 2. The family of the 19-year-old, who had scored 98.5 per cent in Class 12, said she left behind a note written in Telugu. “Because of me, my family is facing many financial problems. I am a burden for my family. My education is a burden. If I can’t study, I can’t live,” the note reads.

Aishwarya’s father Srinivas Reddy said that when Aishwarya got admission to the prestigious college last year, he had mortgaged their one-bedroom house for Rs 2 lakh. “I am still repaying the loan,” said Reddy, who opened his own repair shop this March.

“I had to shut within a month due to the lockdown and although I reopened, business has been slow. My daughter had returned home in February after the college closed. In October, she asked if I could buy her a laptop as online classes had started and she was finding it difficult to attend them on her phone. She said even a used laptop would do. I told her to wait for a few days. She did not ask again. A few days later, she mentioned that the scholarship amount she was supposed to receive was delayed,” he said.

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LSR principal Suman Sharma said Aishwarya had not reached out to the college for financial assistance: “It is a huge loss for us and it is very unfortunate that we were unable to help her. However, she had never approached any teacher from the mathematics department or hostel authorities with her issues. The college has many schemes and scholarships but she never asked for assistance. We also have many mechanisms for mental health help, but unfortunately she had not reached out for those either.”

In a brief signed suicide note, Aishwarya said she would not want to be a burden on the family while her education has become one for everyone. (Express photo by Rahul V Pisharody)

Aishwarya was also a recipient of the Ministry of Science and Technology’s INSPIRE scholarship, and her note states: “Ensure INSPIRE scholarship is given at least for one year.”

INSPIRE offers three scholarship schemes: for undergraduate and postgraduate, as well as PhD scholars and faculty members. The scholarships are available for up to five years.


While her father said the scholarship was delayed, a letter received by Aishwayra in August indicated that there was still time for the procedure to be completed. The letter from DST, dated August 6, 2020, informed that she had been “provisionally selected” for the higher education scholarship. It said the release of the annual fund of Rs 80,000 was subject to submission of bank account details and Aadhaar card copy before December 31, 2020.

Dr Sanjay Mishra, who took over as in-charge of the INSPIRE Programme at the Department of Science and Technology (DST) on November 1, said that despite financial constraints during the pandemic, the department decided that “under no cost will this crunch be translated to any of the fellowships and scholarships given out by us”.

“Sometimes a delay may occur in cases for technical issues — such as if the student has not uploaded all required documents on the scholarship website, whether the previous money has been used, or if the student has failed to meet the minimum marks criteria, which is 60 per cent for a second-year student. The process of disbursal of funds is 45 days from the time of application,” he said.

Aishwarya’s family. (Express photo by Rahul V Pisharody)

But the latest crisis, Aishwarya’s father said, was that she was asked to vacate her hostel room in October. The LSR hostel is only available for first-year students. “Arrangements had to be made to move to a hired accommodation. I told her not to worry and that I will manage the money, though I had no idea where from. On November 2, she insisted on feeding me with her own hand. And then she took the extreme step,” Reddy said.

“She wanted to be an IAS officer, she had so many goals. I used to privately grieve that I did not have enough money to help her realise her dreams… When she topped her Intermediate from Vigyan Junior College, I was the proudest father in Shadnagar,” Reddy said.

To help Aishwarya, Srinivas and his wife Sumathi had also pledged their gold ornaments and stopped sending their second daughter to school — Aishwarya’s sister Vaishnavi (16) dropped out after Class 7.

Sumathi, who worked as a tailor from home, said Aishwarya was depressed after receiving a WhatsApp message asking to vacate her hostel room. “Any private accommodation outside would cost at least Rs 15,000 a month. We did not have money even to buy her a train ticket to Delhi,” she said. On October 31, Aishwarya sent a WhatsApp message to the hostel warden saying she would vacate the room by November 7.

“For two days before killing herself, she did not eat anything. She fought with her mother and was worried about continuing her education,” said Gandham Navyashree, a BA (History and Sociology) student of LSR, who hails from the same town.


According to her, even 10-15 minutes before ending her life, Aishwarya had a phone conversation with a close friend and discussed exam preparations. “She had shared with friends her inability to perform well as she was using her mobile phone for attending classes and doing assignments,” she said.

Asihwarya’s parents said they are unsure whether the suicide note was written just before ending her life, or earlier. “We were all sitting here. She forced me to have my dinner and went into the room. The door was not latched and we thought she was studying,” said her father. “Even in our worst nightmare, we did not think about it.”

Aishwarya’s home in Hyderabad (Express photo by Rahul V Pisharody)

Earlier, after actor Sonu Sood had tweeted about his scholarship initiative for students, Aishwarya wrote an email to him on September 14, attaching her certificates as proof. “I don’t have a laptop and I am unable to do practical papers. I am afraid I may fail in these papers. Our family is completely in debt so there is no way to buy a laptop…I am not sure whether I will be able to complete my graduation,” the email read.

In the purported suicide note, she wrote: “Forgive me. I am not a good daughter.” Said her father: “We want authorities to ensure that no other student faces a similar fate.”

(With Esha Roy)

First published on: 09-11-2020 at 01:39:20 am
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