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‘Madhavan khatam’: R Madhavan says terrified of showing up on film sets, assistants saying ‘his time is over’
R Madhavan says he lives in fear that others may think his career is over and that it’s time to replace him. He accepted coming to sets is getting harder for him with every film.
R Madhavan worries that people on film sets gossip about his career nearing its end.
R Madhavan has carved a unique space for himself, not just within one film industry, but across state lines and language barriers. Be it Tamil cinema or the Bombay film industry, collaborating with stalwarts like Mani Ratnam or Rajkumar Hirani, he has seen it all and done it all. However, the actor, who will be completing 30 years in the film industry next year, admits to a very peculiar fear whenever he begins a new project, one that, he says, grows stronger with each film.
In a candid conversation with Mirchi Plus, he opened up about this anxiety: “Aaj kal na main jabhi set par jaata hoon, mujhe pehle se bohot zyada darr lagta hai, mujhe na first day jab aap set par jao, toh sab dekh kar ye bol rahe hai ki ‘hogaya, Maddy khatam’, ‘aab isko acting nahi aati’. It’s getting worse by the film, mujhe lagta hau ki mere assistants dekh rahe hai, aur keh rahe hai ‘ki aab time hogaya hai kisi aur ko join karne ka, isko kuch aata nahi hai.’ Mera woh jo khauf hai na woh har film mein badhta jata hai (These days, whenever I go to the set, I feel an immense fear beforehand. On the first day, I feel everyone is looking at me and thinking, ‘It’s over, Maddy is done,’ or ‘He can’t act anymore.’ With every film, it only gets worse. I feel my assistants are watching and saying, ‘It’s time to bring someone else, he doesn’t know anything.’ That fear of mine keeps growing with every film).”