Toufique Kitchlew wrote a page of his memoirs and stopped. It has been eight months since he was forced to leave Amritsar,the city of his birth and where he lived during the tumultuous days leading up to the Partition,since he could not find an accommodation there.
In Lampur on the outskirts of Delhi,where he now lives in a government accommodation,he has picked up the pen often but words never flowed.
Son of legendary freedom fighter Saifuddin Kitchlew,Toufique Kitchlew,78,remembers roaming around in the lanes of Amritsar distributing pamphlets,collecting money,and participating in protests. Its the city where he had watched his father rousing the people in his speeches.
In 1947,as their house was burnt down and communal tensions raged,well-wishers told the Kitchlews to leave Amritsar. The family moved to Delhi.
Decades on,that parting still hurts. Thats my city I have memories there, he said. I dont want to live here.
He returned to Amritsar often after that. When he decided to spend the remaining years of his life writing a personal memoir,he decided to go back for good. But in the three months he spent looking for an accommodation,he hit the wall often.
Kitchlew packed and returned to Delhi.
Recently,after he wrote to the Punjab government that he was forced to leave Amritsar since no one would rent out a house to him because of his religion,the Prakash Singh Badal government offered him a rent-free accommodation in Amritsar and a lifetime pension. Kitchlew has accepted the offer but is still waiting for the authorities to tell him his new address in Amritsar.
In the remote Delhi village where he was given quarters by Chief Minister Sheila Dikshit earlier this year,Kitchlew lives with Reena,his domestic help,who takes care of him. Arthritic and rheumatic,Kitchlew cant walk; he never married he says he didnt believe in the institution of marriage and his brothers are dead and two of his surviving sisters are in Pakistan.
At the university,they often asked me whether I was going to become great like my father, Kitchew said. Now I say I am the struggling son of a great father.
Saifuddin Kitchlews family fell on hard times while his children were still young. While there was enough to pay the school fees,there wasnt enough to replace the old,worn school shoes. Thats the price we paid for freedom: father would donate all he received to the (freedom) movement.
And now,there is no place for me in our own city.
But in his two-room quarters in the Capitals outskirts,Kitchlew is waiting to get started on his memoirs. I will start with my mother. I was the youngest I remember sitting in her lap. I have so many things to tell,so many stories to write. They all forgot us.
I want to tell them about my father,about us.
His fathers son
* Born on January 15,1888 in Amritsar,Saifuddin Kitchlew studied at Cambridge and got Bar at Law from London,and a PhD from Germany
* On return,he established himself as a successful lawyer,and became Municipal Commissioner of Amritsar
* In1919,led protest meeting against Rowlatt Act at Jalianwala Bagh where many were massacred
* Was guiding spirit behind the Naujawan Bharat Sabha,which created the likes of Bhagat Singh and Sukhdev
* President of Punjab Provincal Congress Committee for several year,he became general secretary of All India Congress Committee in 1924
* Associated himself with the Communist Party after independence