




"I am hopeful he will return one day," says Sarwa with a sparkle in her eyes. "I know that one day he will suddenly knock at the door. That's why I keep the plate of food ready for him," she adds.
In 1995, the 27-year-old Jaleel Ahmad Khan left his home, at Shahkote Uri, for work. He didn't return and his mother has been waiting since then. "In the morning, I gave him tiffin along and told him to return early in the evening," Sarwa says. "I didn't know that he wouldn't return ever. That was the last day I have seen him".
The family started its search from the police station. "We went to every jail and security camp in the Valley to search for him," says the distraught mother. "But despite our all efforts, we couldn't trace him".
Sarwa is unawares who has picked up his son. In 1999, the family got news that their son has been killed. "We rushed there but that was not true," says Sarwa. Six tears after his disappearance the hope of his survival returned the family when someone told them that their son has been spotted in a jail in central Kashmir's Budgam district. This news marked the beginning of another search. "We started to look for him again," says the mother. "This time, we scanned every jail and security camp of the Valley but this too didn't yield anything".
But the septuagenarian Sarwa and her 75-year-old husband Nawab Khan didn't lose the hope. "He will return one day," Sarwa says. "I am sure he can't leave me like that".


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